Fear

Somehow tears come with fear inside.
Isn't it true that you will always find someone who's just like your dad?
I am so shocked and "terrified" when seeing some of Dad's traits in him.
The "boss sermonizing" mode....

Feeling "tug-of-war“ inside of me.
"It's o.k, just accept the grown-up fact" v.s. "Wish someone treasure me, hold me with his hands."
Is that the little girl fantasy?
Wish someone who loves me really being caring and loving to me.