Must be

The quiz must end perfectly.
I must be great.
There is no reason I should fail or not pass perfectly.
*Therefore I tense*

[It's ok.] ok even if I don't score perfectly?
[Ok if you don't score perfectly.]
[You are perfect in my eyes. I know who you are and how much intelligence you have. Those scores won't change that.] What about the scholarship?
[Same. Won't change a single bit. ok?]

Must be.
I feel I must proof that I am smart and intelligent. I must be great because I want the eyes respect me.
If.
If the wings behind me still support me like they did before. Where's the wing?

Focus on one thing. I am learning to be like guys--that I can close one drawer up and open another one.