01302007

Today's Greg Baker's B-day.
Leslie brought bagel sandwitch for us as usual.
Nancy brought little muffins for us.
I turned on all the switches except for the stage light. I forgot!
Run the powerpoint for half of the first song since Laura wasn't back in time.

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Don't wanna finish it today.
But, since Joe still needs to work, what else can I do?
My job application is in the car. My reading? CR? Counseling training hw?

Haven't seen Carrie on MSN for a while.
Really have no idea how the whole family think about me right now.
Is Dad mad at me? Does Mom miss me? How about Carrie and Ben? How about Freeman's whole family?

I feel I am living by myself in the world, on this planet, sometime.
Is this a good thing?

February is coming. I will have Superbowl Sunday in a week, the Dallas Willard workshop and class 401 for the next Sunday, and then Chinese New Year for the Sunday after the next Sunday. Then my b-day, and February will be gone soon.
Go go go! I can be courageous to apply for more jobs.
The mission organization book hasn't been gone through yet. :) I can do it! God's with me.

"She's my daughte! keep your hands away from her!"

Only choir practice left tonight.
CR last night was ok. I kinda like Christine.
She's so pretty. But sadly the process she's now going through.

Why there's so many broken families in the world?
Seeing people struggling and trying to get all the helps they can have is really heart-breaking.

A little bit surpriseing when realizing my life is going to be labeled as "mid-age".
Encourage myself be prepared and strong when the day that I need to speak out for my own life choice to my family comes.
I am a BIG girl now. (Darlene said) I can make my own choices and decisions.

Lord.
You know what I am thinking about. and what I long for or maybe just what I need.

I wanna cook.