Summary

Sis's email excited me a lot this morning.

My emotion changes dramatically within couple hours- depending on what I am thinking about or what I am telling God about.

Tired.

Don't like the torn between feeling. It will go away. Hang in there.

Do you like me? Do you love me?
I don't like my psychological analysis of myself.

Couple more ideas about my attitudes toward those Chinese people in the office.
Feelings about battling for myself.
Feelings of being a solider.
Feelings about revenge, resentment.
Feelings about--I don't feel safe either.